Tuesday, May 17, 2011


I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

there is only a few days before we all go to start hit books again..become nerdy first,i just like so excited to start my new life at new environments and making new friends.but inside me,here deep at the bottom of my heart..i feel so empty..i gonna lose you..i know nowadays we can still connected thru but is not gonna be same like before..we have our own path..our own ways that we create..i cant lie to myself that im a bit scared to begin this know,out there..we are no one..independent!! yess..that is what u have to do more families can help us at that moments..stop being sooo dependable person you lil brats child!
shed your tears and  walk-in with confidents and a smile on your face! i know u're brave one..u can survive in here..just have faith on yourself..dont let your spirits down dear..HIM OUR MIGHTY ONE will always beside us..believe it and bear it on your mind..INSHA'ALLAH..all the days we have to go thru will be okay with HIS blessings and protections..i have no ideas on what i have to face next..all in mists..blurred! i just can hope that whatever probs that come to mylife after this..i can handle it..i can face the music with a smile on my face..without any sighs or blamming on others..keep my words guys..
if one days..i mis-step,PLEASEEE! pull my hand with gentle and make me realise..please dont let me ruin me when no ones besides me..what i need is just your motivation words that can overwhelming heart of mine..i might be look brave or tough..but im not just pretending to be one of it..i dont want people underestimated my talent or whatsoever that i can do while the rests just cant..i wanna be the best,so i have to make myself  feel good..thou i really clear with my weakness..but i dont want people out there know bout it..and i admit,it's my bad..i cant hide my bad side of me..but it also doesnt mean i have to reveal it to others..what i can do is,fixed it..improved myself..and learned how to accept my lackness..nobody perfect ryte?but we can always do our best to achieve perfectness in this crapy life..ouhh yaa..i know im just talking rubish points..out of just talked about what i felt ryte now..its just bout's always me..eurghh..guys..friends or not my just to say that im sooryy if im just a sellfish person who only cares bout myself compared to others..i will try my best to change it for my own good! ^__^
yeahh..human change..everything in this world also changed when it is the do prepared yourself for it..

cepat cepat!!im in huryy!!

selamilah this words sedalam-dalamnya..
well..almost 2days no blog updating,no fb..i feel like soo ketinggalan because for me fb is one my important medium nak taw news terkini..hehe..ohh yaa..lupo nak greett korang sume!


lately saya sgt HEBAT!!! tentu korang kate..fulllamakk perasaan seyh minah niyh..well im not! just baru-baru niyh kan..*nak cerita sikitlahh kan*
aku follow kawan aku gi satu seminar niyh..what kind of seminar?..i just cant tell's private yoo! hehe
at the beginning of the seminar..memang xtipuu sangatlahhh boringnyerrr..but then i feel inspired when he came to share his accomplishment with we all..
*itu pun tyme dah nak habis..hahaha
jantung time tuh rase like nak burst out of my body kutt...he's 19 but he already have a bmw 5 series and a bungalow haouse with his own money..soooooooo unbelievable but IT'S TRUE OK!!

i wanna be like him ...and i have to start doing it as soon as possible..its a bussiness with small modal but BIGGGG english sume campur..teruk betul..kalu camnilah aku tulis tyme spm..konpem aiyhhh fail terus..xyah tande ponn xpe..dy good looking juga lahh but xberapa nak tinggi as a boy.haha..
aku bukanlah nak try flirt dy ke apo ke..nope at all..just i amazed with him and the other members in that company..still young but earn almost quarter million per month..haiigooo..keja 50 60 tahun punnn belum tentu dapat taw..di sebabkan hal itu jugaklah..bangun je celik mata..INGAT HEBAT!
time mandi sambil berhajat pun INGAT HEBAT!*horhor...terselit elemen kurang senonoh plak...layn jelahhh kann*
tuntasnya..memang asyik duk kat HEBAT je 24/7..dah gaye tangkap cintan kaw2 puye dgn hebat puye program niyh..sgt teruja wooohh!!
nak masuk program ini..have to sign up as members first..and perlukan duit..xbanyak punn..RM796 JEHH..but as a student..sakitt wooohhh nak krek pi cari duit banyok tuh..mau gugur bulu ketiaq!so dalam kepala niyh terpaksa lahh duk kena merangaka strategi how to gain money.nak withdraw kat bank??bank punn tinggal bape sen je..kang gi cucuk2 bank..kuaq habuk je ade..bikin malu kompeni je aiiihhh..tamo ahh camtuh!!nak pinjam orang??memanglahh cara tuh sgt praktikal and [orang kate] mudah nak dapat duit..*saya xcakap tau* tapiiii the probs is...nak pinjam bukan setakat seploh 20ploh hinget cik minahh oiii...maen ratus2 jugaklahhh...dahtu sebelum dapat pinjam jenuh jugaklahh kite yg menebal muke niyh nak cipta alasan agar si bakal2 peminjam niyh percayakan kite..pastu na kena plak tuh jawab soalan mesingan yg bertalu2 datang tanpa tahu erti stop agaknyerr...duk berdushyumdusyum je taye...sampaikan nak jawab soalan punnn xdan..XSEMPAT!! apedaaa...hello..saya pinjam jela! naty saya bayarlahh balik!! itu pun payoh nooorr nak baginyerr..ada yg setengah tuh..*yg dah taw cheq nak buatpe..duk sibuk nak share untung 50%..amboi..padahal cheq minta pinjam duit jer...dapat modal cheq byaqlahh duit pinjam tuh...kalu seploh org duk bg pinjam nak share untung 50% camtuh...ape je tinggal kat aku wooooiii???pikiqlahh sikit..aduihhh..ajak buat partner tamo.sibuk nak untung orang..aku niyh sign up punn belum weyh..hang dah sibuk nak cut cut untung segala bagai..gopoh gilerrr...macamlah  nila gaya..sampai bile punn org nak start buat bizness xkayo2..asyik duk kena melayan si kerengga and sniop niyh..tensi akuhh!!


heh.tibe2 hilang mood aku nak story lg satu cite best..cite aku g konvoi umah chegu2 harini..hurmmm..pagi2 esok jelahh...bye sume!